Write more, thats all I have to say. Literally, it seems as though you relied on the video to make your point. You obviously know what youre talking about, why waste your intelligence on just posting videos to your blog when you could be giving us something informative to read?
Have you ever considered publishing an e-book or guest authoring on other sites? I have a blog based upon on the same subjects you discuss and would love to have you share some stories/information. I know my readers would appreciate your work. If you are even remotely interested, feel free to shoot me an email.
I’;m really sorry you’;re going through this. You sound a lot like me. It’;s so hard. I do hope you get the help that you need. I’;m glad you find writing to be therapeutic, but understand that you need a break from it as well. Here’;s hoping to some brighter days.